domingo, 27 de abril de 2008

Love Never Dies (Ensayo sobre el amor II)


Volver a amar...
Volver a sentir...
Volver a querer...
Volver a vivir...

Que es creer en el amor?
Que significa entregarle tu vida entera a una persona?
Pensar en que la persona con mas suerte en el mundo
no es aquella que posee todas las riquezas o todos los reinos del mundo
sino que es una persona que ha encontrado el verdadero amor.

Que tiene una causa para vivir
un motivo para no partir, un sentimiento por el cual luchar
y gozar de algo que es mucho mas grande que la vida misma.

El amor es un sentimiento que trasciende, que navega por los mares del tiempo
y que se postra ante nosotros y nos hace ver lo desgraciados que estamos .

Pensar que algo tan fuerte puede ser al mismo tiempo tan fragil
que un amor muy fuerte e intenso lleno de exuberantes destellos de pasion
puede convertirse en cenisas y ruinas, en llamas que consumen el alma y que destrullen tu vida.

Es un arma tan peligrosa y al mismo tiempo es el mas dulce de los vinos
Es un paraiso terrenal o un infierno decadente y horrible.

Pero de que sirve todo esto si no lo haces tuyo
de nada sirve escribir de o pensar algo
si en ningun momento crees en verdad que te pertenece.

El amor es solo uno...
el amor es mi vida y mi muerte
y ahora que solo queda la carne y los huesos
puedo afirmar

El amor Nunca Muere

Nostalgia

Mirando la orilla del mar
Buscando entre las olas una señal
Una respuesta o una esperanza
Algo con lo cual pudiese olvidar la terrible verdad

Cuando la noche cae y se asoma la luna
su rostro se ilumina y la locura la hipnotiza
llenando un rio con todas sus lagrimas
no logra comprender por que su alma esta vacia

Con amor y con pasion
Dentro y fuera de la realidad
Se encuentra llena de dudas y dolor
Y sin embargo busca la verdad

Cuando la rosa de su corazón muera
Llenara el silencio con letras vanas
Los angeles y serafines lloraran lagrimas de sangre
Y en cada gota se reflejara el sufrimiento y el dolor que ha padecido

Mirando la orilla del mar
Buscando entre las olas una señal
Una respuesta o una esperanza
Algo con lo cual pudiese olvidar la terrible verdad

viernes, 18 de abril de 2008

Love

My heart

My love

A word

A reaction

To feel

To live

To think

And she goes away

I have much that to say

And few words to express

I have so many reasons to live

But none is true

I have very much love for giving you

A great feeling for sharing

But as approaching?

For that I must be close to you?

Can I speak?

But that to say?

I can lie and cry silently

I can cheat my mind and your heart

But I cannot conceal what indeed I feel

Your face, your eyes, your breath and your presence

Are like razors cutting each of the veins of my body

I want to be near your heart but this one this one very far from me

Is a mortal sin of which I cannot flee

Is a moment of the instant in which I knew you

The loneliness has caught me

Takes me with his hands and embraces strongly

The loneliness surrounds me with his mantle of weakness and fear

And you only go away

I have many things that to say but few words to express

I have too many thoughts sunk in a sea of weeping

And none takes me where you’re these

I have so much love and fondness that your you do not want to take

If it is a crime to be inspired love passionately so I am a great culprit

If it absurd to want without being wanted and adoring without waiting to be adored So

I am a great idiot if you will never be to my scope and

I must for you look for every corner of the land I you swear that I will do it


Have I very much love for giving

A great feeling for sharing

But as approaching?

For that I must be close to you?

Only a kiss

A false kiss and without hopes … but that is yours

A caress of your hands

The fret of your cheeks with my lips

A lie that it makes me feel well

And one I love you …

Alone in my mind


The last glass of wine on the coffee table

The smoke of a cigarette slips on my throat

The time passes slow as if it was eternal

My life is destroyed little by little and I shelter in the loneliness.


The recollections of the past resign to every second

The memories that I still have alone try to disturb me

It fried of my room it shakes all my naked body

And my heart exclaims for a freedom that does not exist.


The instant in which my way turned aside towards the hell

The instant in which my world diminished to four hollow walls and you empty

The instant in which my life turned solitary and full of dread

The instant in which you took your suitcases and left forever.


The pain of my body is compared at all with the pain of my soul

The agony that I am spending is in end slow

My eyes fill with tears since the pain is great.


I could not even say goodbye

Was not capable of taking your hands and to wish good luck

I couldn’t see you to the face in this last instant in which you said “I go away”

I refuse to believe that already not these and I refuse to think that you will never return.


A kiss … only a kiss I need

A fret of your lips with mine to be able to live one more day

Through An instant between your arms and a wink of your beautiful eyes

Is everything what I need to live one more day?


The instant in which my way turned aside towards the hell

The instant in which my world diminished to four hollow walls and you empty

The instant in which my life turned solitary and full of dread

The instant in which you took your suitcases and left forever.


But already these very far and my eyes don’t look at you any more

You have left and you will never return you have done

Me aside and have destroyed the little that stays of my

Have devoured my soul

And have left me to die .


If only it could see your face once again

The light that lives in my heart would return to shine

If only she was sorry your hands to interlace with mine …

If it could live one more day … would say the great thing To You that I love you

All that I surprise you.